I'm trying really hard to lose weight, I hate the way I feel about myself, on top of it all..I have no friends that are there for me, just my boyfriend who I don't talk to about any of this. I would like to go down 2-3 sizes. I've always wanted to be a size 00-0-1 I'm currently a 3 and a small in shirts. Don't even start with the whole "you shouldn't even be losing weight, you don't need it, that's the perfect size" maybe it is to you, but you're not the one living in this body. I have about 0 muscle, so I'm pretty much pure fat. I'm trying something new, I hate food and I'm completely jealous of girls who can eat until they explode and never gain a pound! I will probably never reveal my face or name until I get to my complete ideal weight or unless I become really close to someone, I'm so shy. :(